overwhelming anxiety
breathing is shallow
can’t breathe
what if?
how?
why?
where?
the fear.

eyes are stinging
salty wetness on face
uncontrollable emotions
bursting like flames
the joy.
but
it became
that sadness
disappointment
desperation
the fear.

knowing that nothing
will be the same
again
for the fear of
being separated
split
torn into pieces
why?
just why?

can’t stop
i haven’t got time
but why
are there tears in your eyes
grades
what grades
can make friendship
wither?
friends
yes friends
our hearts
will never be apart
never

destiny
different paths
separate ways now
as long as
you are in my heart
and i am in yours
the friendship
will never falter
never fade

back to back
walking towards the
unknown
the uncertain
but why
tell me
why
must the day end
even before we bid
goodbye..

“ October 2003
“ Ulead gif animator
“ Pics: Charlene, Supranee & Devanshi
*- Created from two pictures I took in school in october. It’s after the exams and everyone’s celebrating! Even at the computer lab lol. Powerpuff yay~

“ 1 October 2003 (digital)
“ Mechanical pencil
*- Got inspired on an exam day wow. This road is similar to the road in the Middle of Nowhere piece, and it’s meant to be evening. Raining! Peaceful and quiet. Look at the shadow =)