Wow can’t believe I’m turning 15 in 1.5 hours? Poo it doesn’t feel like fifteen though.

Hm I want to watch the chi movie! something kuang2 xiang2 qu3!! Ahhh cecilia cheung looks so nerrrd man. It’s set in the 60’s supposedly.. Hehe I want to watch! Lol. anyway i bought the sound of colours along with infernal affairs3 both movies are really nice =) the funny parts and all that. blah but i reckon the cinema’s effects are the best. hm and i want to watch peterpan again. =X

these few days were pia-ing my portfolio like mad and finally handed it up today. poo not much of a chance but i do get to go to the creative arts seminar thing. mann that’s real cool hehe. can’t wait to go.. + art stuff too! oh well… june 21 – 26. but staying in NUS hostels!!! waaaaaaaaa…..

okay, so im still stuck at my gallery.. but here’s a sneak preview: click! not much done yet.. but you can view the photo gallery… look out for the watchnite play photos! =) cyaz!

**happy birthday to me
happy birthday to me
happy birthday to me…
happy birthday to me.**
(advance wishes to myself =X )

Hm it’s raining again.. it has been raining for the past few days too. But i like it when it rains in the morning.. probably 10am? Cos’ it’s kinda refreshing. Nice weather. I woke up today and i remembered dreaming of them (its stupid i won’t tell who) and i was crying in the dream. i dont know… then after i woke up i started tearing.. no idea why. =/

anyway i changed layout again. my 11th one =) i like this one.. my first greyscale template and handrawn! haha cept for the pic taken from exploding dog. well new year at yong bros house was pretty interesting.. and i took loads of photos too :D was experimenting with dad’s cam again. haha saw the photos and i realise yongler’s grown chubbier haha not that skinny monkey anymore =D

whoa yesterday nite dug up all the huge photo albums in that red bag there.. and dad mum and i looked through everything. haha kewl i saw the photos of me when i was like, a few days old? lol up till about 3 years old or something. cute!! hhaha think im gonna put them up in the gallery or sth. hm and there’s an album on the photos my dad took during his trip to london.. isit london or what.. duno la. man the torture chamber.. *esp for sadists =X* poo so freaky.. but so kewl hahaha =P

Ouch i didn’t get to see my beloved waaaaaa =( (btw it’s that cute doggie =X) but yesterday’s play went well haha and the audiences were laughing again. pooh sch ended and i got out of school gates at 1pm when we suppose to meet in church at 1 =.= then got mum to fetch me and i pia to change. traffic jam halfway so mum let me off at the bustop where blah brb cont later seeing mrs tan.

back (20jan0920am)anyway some of the actors/actresses didn’t turn up, so kenneth gor had to take the place of jennifer? yeah he did look like a monk in black cloak. a little plain without the lightings and effects… esp the make up and hair stuff. but it’s still ok. again they laughed at cassandra’s “vomit” part haha. finally jonny went for edge! haha haven’t met him since last year or something. heh.

anyway. mrs tan talked to be about the portfolio thing. yeah nothing much. poems. blah. i skipped tuition again. reason being – i was too tired and bogged down with too much hw.

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Alooha.. heh that day i fell in love; for the first time.

With a doggie!! Mannn I’ve always loved cats and meow meows.. so cute but i saw a puppy that day at marine parade.. and it’s SOOO cute oh crap i dun even know the breed. POO. mann it was so tiny.. and so shy that it looked at us and sorta rubbing its nose or something. AHHH so cute i want it!!! 1k+. =(

Today school was kinda fun… Oh wenying switch places with supy and now it’s back to square1! haha we have devanshi sheryl and SUPRANee in our row.. imagine the chaos they’re gonna create =S haha anyway it was great doing angpow lanterns and decos during class time (supy and i) in front of TEAChers. Yes, we were doing everything during chi, eng, maths, sci lessons… and the teachers saw but they “didn’t see” either. Weird. We could have been shouted at or sth… =S freaky. Heh we had lit lessons and stuff after school.. That teacher… =X can’t get what she said… too much of an accent. British accent. heh we were split into groups to analyse the poems or sth. we got the “For a child born dead”… and it led jothi telling us about her sister’s twin brother who died before he was born in a form of.. SHI.t =X my gosh we all died of laughter after that. siao rite… man. couldn’t stop.. esp chow chow hahaha.

hm anyway. i gotta change dland layout!! i dont’ care i wana change it.. the current one doesn’t seem very nice afterall for a layout. maybe it does for a wallpaper but nvm. but i gotta have a theme! and my mind’s kinda empty these days haha. idea-less. was thinking of garfield.. but.. NOT GARFIELD again… =P poo. oh well whatever. the new gallery’s under construction… site name: Totally Addicted. there’re mainly 3 sections; photos, arts and design (layouts). And what do you know? – Im stuck. POO. [9.17pm]

I’ve so much thoughts but I can never write them all out.. yeah catmeow I miss how the clique used to be too.. i remember we all talk less when we were eating, but when we were finished with it then we’ll start talking crap and loads of funny stuff. splashing water too, the handprints on people’s back… =/ but now everything’s really different. wish it was back in sec1 and sec2 days where we can crap after PE and play captains ball together… then we’ll start screaming and shouting like we’re crazy. and my ball will start landing on people’s head =P haha. yeah and our captain’s ball team is always the best! we rule the court! heh. oh yah and i miss graffiti-ing on the board… crap stuff like what, spongebob square pants, claudyne’s beloved, deformed garfields and everything else. aha and drawing on people’s back and the tables included ;) i miss quarrelling with gwen and chasing her to the toilet with my cam… heh i loved that PE day when sara poured water on mindy’s head.. and on claudy, accusing her of urining on the floor =X i miss exam days where we sat at the mini balcony and revise, though 90% of the time we were talking about (most probably clay aiken, tv shows) those stuff heh. we were pro rite? =D i miss my cam but i don’t use it anymore. perhaps it means that “the days” are really over. now we’re stuck with new classes, new people, new teachers, new subjects, new topics to talk about… but never will the clique be replaced. hopefully we can spend more time together again just like those days yeah? hopefully… [9.20pm]