this is amazing. this is my third entry on the same template. well you should consider the previous handful of templates that only had one entry when each of them was up. and i still don’t like this template it’s so crappy.

counting down to Sweet Sixteen! i’m so happy, hope that most of the clique can make it on saturday. plus my 4 little (well not really) cousins. pizza party =) and ice cream and fizzy drinks and mango cake and all the food that makes you go <----->. you know what.

i saw the short ad on chnl8 that day saying ??????will be shown sometime during the chi new year! hehe i’m delirious over that -.-” because the show is really crazy and funny and nice =D some sort of a mini musical in ?? and then leslie sings in both cantonese and chinese (the version on tv will be chinese). lol it was filmed in 1998 two years after the ??? album was released. someone tell me when it’s showing… i hardly watch tv now.

ok, one month into the new year. i realise i haven’t made any resolutions for 2005. but somehow i really hope that things will be better this year, as compared to the dreadful 03 and 04. life was really depressing back then. sigh. i’m glad to be back in school, though its the sec4 year and everyone’s going to worry about the O’s sooner or later. i think our class is so much more HAPPy and CRAPPy this year. even the teachers say so. so you can imagine last year we were somewhat like this year’s 3a1, studying and muggin and eek. yup i’m so happy in school nowadays and i’d like to remain that way for a long time to come. i’ve so much fun laughing and laughing everyday, i wish things had been like this before. but anyway now i can only hope: for A Better Tomorrow. sigh.

one thing that i don’t regret is that i opted out of sports meet totally this year. the teacher and house reps sort of tried pursuading me, and i was almost taken in! in the end i decided not to. i’m quite sick of it after all these years, especially when you have to take time to go for sports heats and then the stress you face just before the competition starts. i’ve gotten quite enough, really. this year sports day falls on 1st april. what a fateful day, and ironic too, that last year alpha camp was from 1-3 april and then now sports day. i wonder how many future clashes will there be.

well, to end on a lighter note, there’s chemistry test on redox reactions, metals and the atmosphere and the environment as well as chinese ???but i have to be happy to study in order to study. so i might as well enjoy it =)

i hate this template actually cos the HOT stuff part is not working on dland though it works on ms frontpage. i’m lazy to figure out the problem so don’t expect any changes anytime soon. or rather you can check out the source code instead, provided that you don’t rip ;) this thing is so crap. well it’s for major suaning, maybe a little more minor than that, but otherwise it’s some creation due to my boredom. so don’t take it to heart, dear Dyna. im thinking of changing template again.

i’ve forgotten what i’d wanted to type here that day, so you shall wait till i recall. some major happenings around here: contagious praise held yesterday and today 7.30pm @ elim, an event organised by elim church youths. i attended yesterday with mich and also sat with hongbei. glad that her dengue (yes she got it too, but it’s much much worse than mine) is gone. well, i think there was lots of new comers and yays the concert was great! was too tired to go today though cos i went toh payoh for the whole afternoon with my parents. and afterwards we spent most of our time at the cash converter shop.. and found an old but nice LD. lol had a tedious routine of looking through the shelves of cds and vcds and records and lds. but its FUN anyway. i wana get hold of a record player because the records are selling really cheap now and the cd versions are n times more ex than the records. and so, i would like to have one =) preferbly for my birthday :D:D:D *hint hint*

anyway. nothing much’s up. just downloaded >200 songs from 3 different soundtracks and i’m burning them now. yes setting them on fire man.

I heard that dearest essy has made a gossip column featuring me! Oh mine how can it be? I thought she hasn’t been updating her diary since the last time she changed her template, which was almost more than a week ago. She’s such a weirdo huh, seems like she makes a template just for that particular entry. What a waste of time and *erhem* talent. Ahhh whatever. Anyway I can’t seem to get the HOTstuff to show up when I hover the mouse over the numbers beside my picture. Essy can’t tell the problem, can you? *this is serious error so tell me how to solve it and I’ll inform essy to make the changes. Thanks! *

Oh hey, she told me she has a biology test tomorrow and she’d spent a whopping 3 hours on this thing. And so essy had to go. That’s about all for the my first entry in this column. Hope I’ll get contributions to any new gossips around *wink wink*! Till the next HOT news, see you =)

“ 14 January 2005
“ Pencil: 2B
*- I like this picture alot, it’s from the lyrics booklet from his album, 宠爱.张国荣. This piece is surprising, in the sense that I didn’t expect it to be done so quickly and accurately. Colourized blue in PhotoImpact.

okay, now here’s the truth to my disappearance and fever and sleepless nights and all. i took 3 blood tests (the first one that doctor had to take twice cos she couldn’t get much blood from my left arm. bloody…) and they said it was dengue. bah so to cut the long story short, i missed school since wednesday and made trips to the tts. i like their logo and the outdoor tent though it was pretty stuffy even with the big big fans that blow your hair every where. they provide free porridge too and vanilla buns and of course they’re nice. and there’s this nice mr doctor/nurse who put a needle at the side of my wrist who reminds me of some person i’ve seen before though he’d a mask on, and this female nurse who gave me some yucky medicine. and then the next day was the cdc place and the nurse gave me a baby needle -.-” and then i’ll have to go for another blood test tomorrow to make sure the platelets are increasing. well, the dengue is mild in the sense that it does bring the platelets down (below 100 is critical) but the lowest for me is 128. and then it went up by 1! but well, thank God. so in the end i’ll be immune to jabs and needles. because the last one i took i was complaining to my dad because the nurse tied the strap so tightly that it hurt my arm, and she’d applied alcohol before she looked for the position of the vein. so the alcohol was redundant after all, and i did feel the needle. haha.

so all of you stop thinking that Esther Goh has DENGUE FEVER and she’s dying so must hurry sms her, send her email and remember to give her her homework before she dies. please la, i’ll be back at school tomorrow. =.= bah