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-5.20pm

I have been sleeping a lot for today, largely also because the weather is nice. I need to sleep. If sleep could drown all thoughts, I wish I didn’t have to wake up today. But I am so happy today, so much so till there is a great physical pain in my chest, that I believe could almost stop my heart from beating. I swear this has got nothing to do with anyone at all. I need to sleep.

Alright man, I feel like a stupid fool. But thanks to Jonny for you listening ear. And WJ for the great Christmas afternoon, although I think I bother too much.

I have also realised something: people sometimes think just too much. I must admit thinking too much does help because you have to decrypt all the bewildering codes, but it doesn’t help if one doesn’t have a brain for that. So it is why it is always better to clarify, now I really have a taste of that myself. Though there’s something Jonny says that rings very true; assuming isn’t a bad thing afterall, because if one doesn’t assume, one never asks.

This is a note to you, I know you’re going to read this: Today’s conversation is really interesting isn’t it! But don’t worry I hope you don’t get the wrong idea too, I just had to clarify because you asked me to, and so I did. And it had to be some miscommunication :S Well, really, that line “haha why not?” was meant to be but a sarcastic one. Notice I put the “haha” there? But alright, at least it’s all clear and please do not keep me guessing in future! I seriously have no brains for that.

Anyway, today I’m really really happy because I got to wake up at 2pm and slacked and ate and did nothing except surf and took a nap at 8pm till nearly 11pm. And I’m happy because the portrait of Leslie probably in 1986 (while filming A Better Tomorrow) is turning out great!!! He raises his right hand in a saluting gesture. Hope to complete the hair (it’s really difficult to draw…) and the hand and the clothes. It’s one of the close up picture cards I got out from the souvenirs Angie brought back from HK during 912 this year. I must complete it soon!! Also, recently Angie sent me clips of that MR. ANDY COW singing ?????and ?????both which sound like total crap compared to Leslie’s. He is still pissed about that matter that happened in 1985 because the songs were supposed to be sang by him, as in original singer, but due to some complications they were allocate to Leslie in the end. ?????????????Even???? ???too, and it’s demo-ed by Leslie initially for that COW to sing, but really, too bad it became Leslie’s still. Though the COW endeavoured so hard to imitate Leslie’s way of singing in the first two songs, he only managed to “sing” it. Without much success nor emotions. Like most of the comments at leslietong.com, I’d say that his singing is way too stiff and restrained. All he’d managed was to ruin both of them; luckily???? ???was saved from his disgusting voice. But you know, comparison does help; and by listening to the COW’s sing-moo-ing, it further brings out the softness and ease in Leslie’s singing and tone. The standard of Beauty is only present when there is comparison.

The above is a sentence that seems to make sense and the only one that has some brains behind it. So after today, I must learn to think more deeply and be perceptive! Well, today is confessions day. Wait! I don’t mean that sort of confession, but just to be honest, straightforward and open about everything. I thoroughly enjoy that, without having to hide anything at all.

In the end it is yet another unintentional but irreversible mistake; I still feel like a stupid fool. But I know I’m not, I just feel that way. =) Sorry to have made your day bad too. =( May tomorrow and the days ahead be better!! Goodnight to you all! Merry Christmas and Happy Boxing Day. I wish I’d spent my whole day boxing the COW without coming online. All I want to do now is to watch Leslie’s movie, or perhaps read novels online. Goodnight.

“ 27 December 2005
“ Pencil
*- Uh, a little chubby looking Leslie in the 80s. Anyway, he salutes!

I have certainly missed out a fact. Today, is the 1000th day since your last farewell, 1st April 2003. A thousand days is such a long, long time…

Today is Leslie’s favourite holiday, and in Hong Kong there are Christmas trees planted all around the Avenue of Stars and some other places for fans to hang up their greetings and wishes to Gorgor. Wish I am there. Hong Kong’s weather is really cooling now, and it feels nearer to a White Christmas than we ever do here. The card I made should be somewhere up in some tree… I only want to send, send my love to you. White Christmas. Leslie sings it in Las Vagas during 2001 I think, in his Passion concert. The audio clip can be heard if you visit here(it’s background music): Magical Wind. White Christmas.

Here’s a Merry Christmas to all who drop by, especially Cathleen, Vanessa and WJ. The fact is that, I don’t know who else. Anyway, have a great Christmas day and be happy! =)

Someone once said, Be happy to make others happy. This shall be one of my new year resolutions, and to bring joy instead of un-joy. Haha. Merry Christmas once again!!!