5. Painless

Wacom Works Wonders; that statement speaks for itself doesn’t it. I had a new fanart idea on Sunday – a really quirky one supposedly as compared to my boring sketches – and work is in progress. Still drawing and colouring despite a swollen/infected/throbbing/purple-turning finger on the right hand.

4. Control

Had a row with the parents (poor mom) yesterday followed by crying myself silly over some issue, feeling dead guilty over it. Resolved on the same day, but it seems like my shitty temper will never be tamed, at the rate I’m ‘growing up’. I dislike this transition into adulthood very much thank you.

3. Sole, soul

The abrupt idea of a solo trip to Japan mainly for A5x10 con dissipated quickly in light of too many concerns. Huge disappointment certainly ensued, but not without a promise, that is, a Nagoya visit in January next year. Wintertime (any chance of seeing snow?), 5×10 finale con if possible, and finally the thrill of being able to set foot in Japan for the first time.

2. Present

Rather than excel in wrapping gifts, I would rather be wrapped up in wrapping up the unsorted bits, and tying up the loose ends of what I have started but never completed. Order is so needed amidst my own mess.

1. Close(d)

November is ending soon, too soon. All that’s left is the time to hold on to the remaining days, hours and minutes slipping away like sand in a tightly clenched fist gradually emptied. You have soundlessly eluded out of sight once again, not that I have much to say about it. Freedom, if desired, is the best gift one can be given. What’s regrettable is that I never once knew how you feel felt.