“Sunny days are good for hanging out laundry. It’ll be bad if there’s any rain, then my clothes won’t dry..”
I can never keep track of the countless times over the years I’ve walked past this everyday scene, and unconsciously pushed it to the back of my head, in the afternoons while the muted rumbling coming from the washing machine accompanied her unhurried pacing down the hall and up into the kitchen, biding for time. Grandma never leaves her load unattended for long.
She’s proven to have a bit of OCD from how the distance between each hanger on the clothesline has to be equal, aligned like a perfect art installation to face a certain direction, and no, they mustn’t ever be hung at the far end of the balcony under the air conditioner unit (or near of my family’s undergarments, for that matter). Why she thinks other factors, among these, will rub “bad luck” off onto her clothes and subsequently onto herself, I will never know.
On most days she argues with my mum about the softener, even if excessive amounts actually shortens the life of the washing machine. So do her frequent successive rewashing – especially the towels because towels somehow don’t, you know, end up clean enough – through the same routine.
Come nighttime, grandma is restless and still lingering on her usual spot, mumbling something about the sky being so dark it looks like it’s gonna start pouring the next moment.
I’d like to keep assuring her that her that it wouldn’t happen, that she wouldn’t catch a disease from wearing garments which are not so immaculate, that she didn’t have to insist on running them through the cycle a hundred times (equaling the frequency with which she would mop her room’s wooden floor so much so there’s a huge patch where the lacquer has come off, now) and even if it does rain a little -
- it’s okay.




